Saturday, August 31, 2013

A Little Prayer

Carry me,
when I fall.
Hear me,
when I call.
Because you gave it all,
I can be safe,
I can be secure,
I can be sure.
Sure of my future,
Secure in my skin,
Safe in this world
of turmoil and sin.
God, you are great.
God, you are good.
I love that you love me,
even when I neglect it.
You love me, I love you.
I want to share it.
No one can compare it;
Your love for me.

Monday, August 19, 2013

One day at a time

One day at a time--
The sanity rhyme brings me.
To get over you is harder than I thought.
The attraction is there,
the distraction is clear,
being one-sided is never enough.
And yet you're still here
unknowingly taunting,
with grins and shirtless encounters.
Its killing me slowly but I wont surrender
I'm stronger than what you've made me believe.
Again I feel this is all unintentional.
Your actions that silently tease.
Like calling, and requests for pictures and texts,
I feel like its all in my head.
One day at a time--i'll take it one day at a time.
Find all the cons, use to my advantage--
One day at a time.

I Only Wish

I only wish one thing,
This thing that could bring me joy.
I only wish that I could gaze upon
This canvas in the night.
The guards of dreams, high and mighty,
With gleaming armor of light.
Their gaseous bodies looming over
The slumbering below,
I only wish to stare in awe
Upon their luminous glow.
We wish upon the ones that fly 
and marvel at those still in the sky.

I wish that I could see them all together
In magical constellation,
In order and form perfected by God,
The Maker of the nations.
I only wish to be accompanied
By a lover with mindset alike
To lay beside in grassy meadow
And disregard the spite.

Hand in hand.
I only wish.
Majestic beauty.
I only wish.
But to only wish is to only miss.